the most pointless post ever

Why won't it sleep? I have been up for almost three hours. I just came back from a mini regroup, where I dumped her in bed with M for a minute while I put on warmer clothes. We turned the A/C down when I got up (at 2:30) and when I then got cold, my baby took offense to my blanket. Apparently, as she kept shoving it off me. I felt this was particularly unfair because I had four bare limbs and could only (due to how we were sitting) cover one or two at a time anyway. I am still unhappy but at least I am warm. I have read the entire internets already so I am also bored. Being awake when you don't want to be really brings out some lovely feelings. I have had a really hard time being sympathetic with her for about the last hour and a half.

You know, it's all about expectations. When she is up in the middle of the night, it usually takes a full hour to get her down again. If she's sleep and I ty before that, she'll often wake up. It's one of her little oddities. I am generally ok with it because she desn't (usuallly) wake up that often at night. Sooo... I can spend an hour reading things online while holding a sweet, sweet baby...but after that hour, Mama gets sleepy again, and then patience falters.

holy moly, it worked. 3 hours and 15 minutes. Off to bed with me!!!