Confessions.

[same_sky]

Sometimes, I completely don't agree with the warm, positive vibes spread around by well-meaning, agreeable people (even if they're just being nice.)

Sometimes, I stand up and cheer when I hear someone say something really negative (even though I wouldn't have said it myself).

Sometimes I'm not happy for someone who I should be happy for (but I wouldn't say that to them.)

Sometimes I'm just really not a nice person...

But.. to be honest, it doesn't really keep me up at night so I guess it's alright.

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Mostly a nice girl.

[blookum.livejournal.com]

Once in a while, something pops out of my mouth that I have no business saying out loud. I mean it in a joking manner, but it comes out all wrong. I actually have a standard apology.

I spread my hands, shrug and say, "I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to say anything to hurt you but sometimes, I'm an asshole."

I say it with perfect sincerity because it is true, and so far, no one has doubted that.

Re: Mostly a nice girl.

[same-sky.livejournal.com]

Perhaps I should adopt that.. I tend to say things like that sometimes, even when I know I shouldn't. But sometimes, it's really nice when someone else says exactly what you want to say and know you shouldn't. :)